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| this is a typical post by me ;; ++ as natasha calliope larue from hello operator ;; Natasha felt light headed, as if she’d just been injected with an ass load of morphine and had been put on the wheel of a Muggle car, expected to steer on a freeway. Her head was cloudy and her chin was cold, as if she was drooling. She couldn’t remember anything but her name and her best friend, Lysander. Where was she? Natasha’s mind turned to much as her eyes rolled back in her head and she felt her prim mouth fall open. Her head tilted back and her mind once again drifted. Lysander, she thoughts. You bastard. Are you playing glomp and tackle again? It wasn’t funny last summer, it ain’t funny now! Natasha tried as hard as she could to press the words out of her mouth and it felt like she was, but her ears didn’t hear anything. Natasha pulled up all the strength she had and began moving her lips – or trying to. But nothing. Absolutely nothing. She tried once more, but with all the power she could focus on she couldn’t seem to move. It was as if she was in a dark room – a box; she couldn’t do or feel anything ... And then, she could. “Agh,” Natasha gasped, feeling as though she hadn’t breathed in years, her eyes still closed as her body readjusted to breathing regularly, her chest rising and falling. Wait ... her chest. It was cool ... she could feel cool air. She was naked! Taking another shocked look down at her bare chest she saw that, no, she was not naked, but she was pretty damn close. Her shirt, sensible and white, was neatly folded on her chair, an even more sensible tan bra over it, as if it had been dry cleaned. Natasha’s shorts remained on, but it didn’t stop her from shivering. Bolting upright immediately only to feel a strange tug keeping her rooted in place. Natasha quickly looked down to her wrists only to find what looked like rope. She tugged again, and then again, harder this time. But nothing. And then she knew: they were magically secured. Once when she was twelve her older brother Demetrius had tied her to a tree while he shot flaming arrows at an apple on top of her head. Knowing full well that Natasha would do everything to escape, he’d forced a house elf to perform the spell on her: unbreakable ropes. He had bound her mercilessly to that tree as they bound her to this bed. Wait ... this bed. This bed. Natasha’s heart pounded in her chest, her eyes not wanting to look up and around in room in fear that they would see what she thought she would. But as her brown eyes blinked rapidly, herself focusing desperately to try and remain strong, she saw the green bedspread. Perhaps it’s just a coincidence, she told herself. And then she raised her eyes an inch: a green couch. Another inch: more green and silver decor. No. Oh, no. It couldn’t be. He wouldn’t ... Her eyes lifted the last inch necessary and she saw that in fact, he would. He being Scorpius Malfoy, of course. He stood before her fully clothed, smirking the Malfoy smirk, peering down at her as a fifty year old pedophile would to a seven year old girl with a lollipop. It made Natasha want to throw up. “No,” she said finally, her head shaking. Scorpius was crazy – Lysander had told her so. She knew all the stories of him; Lysander had warned her. If she ever saw him coming, he said, run the other way. Run fast. While keeping her brown eyes locked with his gray ones she subconsciously began pulling harder on the ropes until she was nearly shaking the headboard, trying to loosen them, wanting desperately to believe he had forgotten to charm them, that he hadn’t thought she would be strong enough to undo regular, Muggle knots. But they didn’t move. “No,” Natasha said again, her eyes widening at the dagger he was twirling in his hand, as if it were a careless bauble. It was then that Natasha finally understood, and she felt something slosh into her mouth and she cringed when she realized it was vomit. But as Natasha kicked her bare feet into the plush mattress beneath her, trying in vain to get as far away from Scorpius as she could – even if it was only a few more inches – she couldn’t escape the thoughts that had erupted in her mind. Scorpius was going to rape her. Natasha knew that he and Lysander weren’t friends –they didn’t even speak- but she had never thought Scorpius would take out frustration on her ... then again, Natasha hadn’t even been aware he knew her name. And yet, here she was, nearly naked in front of a sadist holding a knife – possibly the worst combination you could ever find. “Oh, my God,” Natasha whispered to herself, choking on the tears that she knew would come and stay. She had gone through such a range of emotions in the past five minutes she felt schizophrenic – drowsiness, confusion, fear, confusion, realization, deathly fear, fear, and suicidal thoughts. It was extreme, yes, but Natasha wasn’t an idiot. She went to school with Scorpius, and while she believed everyone should have a fair chance she wasn’t completely oblivious to things that happened. Once, two years ago, a fourth year Gryffindor who was said to have pushed Scorpius’ sister was found dead in a dungeon, where no one could hear his screams. He’d been mutilated: his hands, those that he’d pushed Scorpius’ sister with, were cut off, and he was tied up, much like Natasha was now. So at the moment dying quickly looked a whole lot better than having immense pain, suffering, an emotional and mental collapse, and then death. Only she could see nothing she could do that with. Natasha’s heart, at this point, was thundering so loud it was shaking her entire body and threatened to explode through her chest – it was so deafening Natasha was sure he could hear it, too. In a trembling, soft, whispery voice, Natasha managed to choke six words out: “Are you going to kill me?” |
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| this is a typical application aceline isobel crabbe.}{ cause baby girl's a queen but the queen is just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves and she's made me a fiend i'm going through withdrawals 'cause i got nothing to lose oh no, she's at the bottom of that bottle she's only one more swallow from being, oh, so hollow bravo, she's at the bottom of that bottle she's only one more swallow from being, oh, so hollow ![]() why don’t you tell me my future why don’t I sell you my soul Name; bindy, yo Contact: pm Role-play experience: four years Online time?; one hour – six hours per day (depending on school) How did you find FRI?: hello operator ;; Other characters: none Anything else?: mmm, sunchips <3 so shine that light, take my hand and let’s dance into tomorrow land Name: [list]The name Aceline Isobel Crabbe is a highly unusual one; it’s not often that you meet anyone named “Aceline”; in fact, Aceline herself has never met anyone with the same name as her. So just what was it that made her parents choose such an interesting name? Honestly, Aceline first thought it was simply stupidity, but later looked it up and learned it to mean “noble at birth”, something Aceline can hardly see. How can anything be noble at birth? However, Aceline knew what her parents were aiming for: a noble name for their obviously quite noble daughter. Isobel, despite having the air of trying to be creative in spelling, doesn’t exactly have a meaning, which Aceline found out. However, if you chance the spelling to the “original” way --Isabelle-- it'll come up as “God is my oath”, something Aceline had to laugh at simply because her parents are completely unreligious. As for Crabbe, her last name, Aceline was always quite embarrassed about it because it gave kids an open way to mock her easily: “Aceline Crabbe the crab!”. Nickname(s):
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Next would be her face, which obviously would start with her face shape. Her mother’s was a heart and her father’s was a rather lumpy circle/pumpkin shape so Aceline’s got the fullness of her father’s as well as the wide forehead and slightly pointy chin from her mother. Her brother use to laugh at her and say that she didn’t have to wear a mask for Halloween, she could just paint her face. And while afterward Aceline would sit on him and drive her nails into his arms until he screamed sorry (jeez, what a wussy), it made her self conscious. But unfortunately, there isn’t much you can do about the shape of your face shape. Square at the center of her face is her nose, which until the age of fifteen was slightly too long at the center. But because Aceline prefers her slight magical operations to be nearly invisible and undetectable, she left the bump that was on the bridge of her nose. -- hey! It adds character. Above her nose is, obviously, her eyes. Judging by the large paragraph above devoted just to her eye color and shape, I’m guessing that you’ve got a pretty good grasp on just what Aceline’s two seeing devices look like. But if you don’t, allow me to recap: “Her eyes are two pools of gorgeous blue water, two droplets of black in the center. Almond shape, rather ordinary and handy and sensible, are what frame them.” Okay, so that wasn’t exactly what it was saying, but you get the idea; Aceline’s eyes are a deep blue color (though if you say that to her she’ll be sure to correct you on the correct terminology) that clash marvelously with her slightly browned skin. Clothing has always been a rather big part of Aceline’s life, more so than the average person’s. While some would be happy to shop at the local store and buy the ‘usual’ things, I’m sure you’ve realized by now that Aceline is anything but ordinary. She’s always had the best, and that wasn’t about to change just because it was something like clothing. No, clothing was, if possible, more important. Aceline always had the finest things imported or ordered for her, and her usual wardrobe consists of cigarette pants, wide striped shirts, baby doll dresses, flats, and large designer bags. Aceline doesn’t care who says flaunting a double designer brand purse is tacky; it just proves you’re better. And what about the frame on which the clothes hang? Aceline’s body is ever changing, though it’s been at a constant for the past year at slightly toned and pretty much refined. Along her stomach is a layer of fat she just can’t seem to work off, but Aceline’s mother, Fraudeline, convinced her to wait until after she had kids to get it suctioned off; if she didn’t she’d have to have two operations, which meant double the recovery time, which meant people would start whispering. And while you’re expected to always look your best for your neighbors and friends, people talking about you in terms of surgeries was never a good thing. Perhaps you’ve noticed by now that Aceline has a slight obsession with magical enhancements and reductions, and conceivably you’re wondering why. Well, it’s because perfection, even if it’s silicone perfection, just makes her, well, complete. the road was filled with twists and turns oh but that’s the road that got us here Likes:
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It was a bright day out and as the sun shone down on the Crabbe Abode Aceline felt a strong urge to go outside. Unfortunately, today she was grounded because she’d lit her brother on fire (hey – it was an accident!) so she was forbidden from playing anywhere but in her room. And suddenly when the outside, a place she usually avoided because of the grotesque smell of grass and the possibility of seeing a worm, seemed so much better than her luxurious room, decorated in only the finest toys and designs from France and ornamented with at least a hundred dolls, the companies of which were anything from Barbie to Madame Alexandra to antique dolls passed down for generations that were hand crafted pieces of porcelain painted blue and red with plump lips, rosy cheeks, and glass eyes; these were for looking, only. So Aceline did what any girl in her position would do: she snuck out. It was easy – very easy. Any eight year old girl could figure it out, really; just call a house elf and demand him to open the window, for it had been magically locked by Aceline’s parents. After that Aceline had to order him to stop hitting his head against a wall for disobeying Master and Missus Crabbe, and then make him swear never to tell anyone – at least till she got back. Then she’d scale the tree in her prim, prissy pink dress and skip all the way down to the small pond in the back of her house. It was a beautiful little pond, really; clear and blue and around eight feet deep – Aceline often wondered if that was still a pond because it looked more like a pool. The water was fresh and there were no fishes, no algae, no frogs; this furthered her decision that it was a pool. And just as Aceline took off her dress to reveal the sensible and modest black suit within and got ready to jump, someone pushed her in. Aceline remembers her body hitting the water and remembers feeling a dramatic change in body temperature. The water was not, as she had expected and hoped, warm; no, it was freezing. Literally, freezing. Aceline had planned to jump in on the deep end then wade to the end of the pond where the bed of daisies were and then play there, for she could not swim yet. A sad feat for an eight year old, but Aceline simply never felt the need to know how, and neither did her parents. But at this moment when she was pushed in Aceline’s mind couldn’t function correctly and all thoughts of floating, of swimming, of anything to help her possible survival were gone. All she knew was that she was going to die. And this wasn’t because she was scared or couldn’t swim; it was because she felt two hands literally keeping her under the water. As Aceline squirmed and kicked and attempted to yell she accidentally breathed in water and felt herself become lifeless and as she drifted into an eternal slumber she knew that death was quickly approaching. Until, that is, someone saved her. All of a sudden the arms let go and through the surface of the water she heard a muffled yell and a few punches and then the vibration of footsteps running away. And then, someone lifted her out. But that someone was never found; all her parent’s know was that she was asleep by the pool, drenched with water and rather pale, moaning about how someone was going to kill her. Since that day she’s had nightmares retelling those minutes –those long, seemingly endless minutes- in which death seemed like a good idea and where someone was trying to kill her. Since then her father’s tried finding the person who did it, because Aceline had become increasingly paranoid about it – but he (or she) was never found. And now Aceline avoids all bodies of water, afraid he will come again, even more vengeful now with an unfinished job to do. Patronus:
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|| and then to marry || then to have two children || as stated before || after that she’d like to take many, many trips || to places where she’s never been || and experience life || the way it’s suppose to be lived || aceline supposes she’ll settle down at fifty || with her cheating husband and six homes || and await death || all the while maintaining “MILF” status || with magical operations Personality:
Growing up in the shadow of someone is never easy, but being the only daughter in a Pureblood family with a brother your age is impossible. It isn’t necessarily because they love him better, it was more because, well, let’s face it: girls aren’t as important as boys. Like it was in all old English royalty lines: men preferred sons. Sons were strong, they were born rulers, they were able to carry on the family name. And what did you get with a girl? Possibly, if you were rich enough, a suitable husband who would take away part of your land and your name and deflower a child you honestly don’t care about and produce heirs that aren’t under your last name. So for Aceline Isobel Crabbe, life was never a cake walk. Although she was born with a silver spoon, she never had the perks of a regular wizarding family. And even though in the beginning she couldn’t understand why, she learned after a while to just get use to it; because things were never going to change. Even though you would want for your children to have a love filled childhood like the one you never got, the fact of the matter is you were raised like that and chances are so is (was) your future husband or wife. And when the two of you have kids, it’s only inevitable that your children are going to be raised the way you were. It’s just the way things go. Because of this childhood, Aceline has a very ... conceivable personality. Upon first meeting her you will be judged immediately, so I’d suggest for you to wear something fancy and expensive, definitely something designer or well known. Nothing knock off or tacky, because she was trained to spy those from ten miles away. Also, if you aren’t Pureblood or if you’re a blood traitor, I’d suggest putting on your meanest face to try and cover up, because Aceline was trained to spot you people, too. Aceline was raised to know almost off the bat if someone is right or wrong to get to know. While Aceline has practically no real best friends she certainly has a lot of family friends and acquaintances, which are really when you think about it just allies, and you have to be able to trust –to a certain degree- those people. If you’re a half blood, Aceline will laugh in your face. If you’re a Muggle born, I’d suggest for you to run. And if you’re a blood traitor, I’d suggest you just Adava Kedavra yourself right now, because if there’s one thing Aceline can’t stand it’s blood traitors. While Aceline is a Slytherin and is by no means a Gryffindor preacher for the ways of loyalty, she makes it known that once you pick a side you must stick with it; you have made an oath to be faithful to a certain kind of people and if you betray them you don’t deserve to live amongst them. This is how she feels about Sirius Black, and she makes it quite, quite known. Oh, so you passed the first test and now are on to your second? Good, and bad. Good because now Aceline finds you worthy to be in her presence, but bad because now you must fight to be her friend. Or at least her acquaintance. Aceline likes people mainly based on their family, so don’t be surprised if she’s rather nosy. She’ll probably ask if you’re mother was in Slytherin, or if your father was, what their jobs are, how they live, etc. etc. She’s found over the years that you can tell eons about a person by learning about the people who raised them; for example: her father is fat and dumb and her mother is basically a whore, and when you mix them together what do you get? A self conscious, worried about becoming fat girl who can seem daft at times and has a sexual appetite of a thirteen year old virgin boy nerd. And if, by some strange twist of fate, you pass this test, you’d be moved on to the high scorer round. And here is where you separate the villains from the heroes; and trust me, you want to be in the villains. Aceline can’t stand do-gooders; no one can be perfect all the time and those who pretend to be are worse than those who admit to being evil because they try and trick people and they lie. Aceline has had only a few boyfriends ... no, make that one. One boyfriend her entire life. And why is that? She’d be lying if she said it wasn’t because of dear old mum and dad, because it is; she doesn’t want to wind up in a washed up marriage, so she plans on doing forever what she does now: drink and have plenty of forgettable one night stands. Sound weird? Yeah. I’d be lying if I said that Aceline wasn’t strange, because she is. She’s a sadist, for one; she enjoys causing and feeling pain. The latter is something most people find rather crazy, but Aceline doesn’t let that faze her – who cares what they think, right? It isn’t because she gets off on feeling a razor slit the skin on her back, it’s just that when you grow up alone and feel numb all the time, you grow accustomed to a certain way of feeling: pain. And as for Aceline, she has to have it hurt a little for her to know it’s real. what’s gone is gone, the past is the past turn the radio up and then hit then gas Parents: christian and fraudeline crabbe ;; fifty and forty-eight Siblings: miko crabbe ;; fifteen ;; fifth Extra Information:
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Fraudeline was wondering why her period hadn’t come and why she had gain five pounds in a couple weeks (she hadn’t gained weight since she was twelve) and fainted when she realized she was pregnant. Actually, she didn’t realize it, a doctor told her -- Fraudeline never was that bright. After telling her husband at a not so discreet dinner of baby peas, baby carrots, baby potatoes, baby corn, and a huge hunk of steak (for some reason she just couldn’t find a baby steak ...) Christian flipped out. He was scared, obviously, of being a father, and scared of having a child. What if it was a girl? Well, he’d have to go bra shopping with her. What if it was a boy? Well, he’d have to teach him everything he knew. Which honestly wasn’t much, but Christian was scared anyway. He and Fraudeline made plans to return to London, but they were delayed by the early birth of their children – that’s right, children. In the delivery room Fraudeline was screaming and crying as she pushed out a son, and Christian got teary eyed because he had an heir -and on his first try, too!- when Fraudeline contracted again and the doctor announced a baby girl. Yes, their plans were delayed: for four years. Aceline and Miko lived the normal life of any spoiled, neglected kids: good ones. They were given everything they could possibly want so that their parents wouldn’t have to look up from their martini parties at nine a.m. and wouldn’t have to remember their name as they (or Christian, anyway) snuck in from a strip club at three in the morning, a red thong hanging out of their pocket. They never got along very well, simply because while Christian and Fraudeline favored their ‘golden son’ and gave their daughter another pony, their personalities never meshed. Miko was ambitious, sneaky, cunning, smart, but not a sadist. He didn’t enjoy inflicting pain, he enjoyed learning ways to take people down and gain power. Miko certainly wasn’t as adventurous in the ... er ... sexual areas as Aceline always was; she doubted he got his first kiss till the age of sixteen. Miko loved books, Aceline loved boys. They hardly ever spoke, and kept it that way until they were both in Hogwart’s School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, which was when aceline was twelve and Miko was eleven. Both of them were, unsurprisingly, sorted into Slytherin and proceeded to ignore each other. And ignore each other. And ignore each other. While Aceline thinks she loves her brother, she hardly thinks they have a substantial relationship of any kind – how could they, they hardly know each other? let’s look back on the crazy clothes we wore ain’t it fun to look back, and to see it’s all been done before Member Title: ][ machine gun eyes Anything Else:
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