I'm sick of idiots, irresponsible people, and irritating people.

I know I need to be tolerant, and usually sometimes I can be.

At the moment, I'm really sick, I'm very angry that I can't go to my job, which I love, and I'm incredibly upset with the people on a few sites I'm on. I know RP isn't a job, but being staff on an RP site demands some responsibility, and I am sick to death of feeling like I can't take a few days off without the site grinding to a halt. My staff members do nothing. NOTHING. I can't run a site alone while I have a 102 degree fever. I'm lucky that I have several dedicated members, but...

I'm also sick of the deluge of cookie-cutter Mary Sues who always inundate another, nameless site I'm on. People lack creativity so aggressively and completely that I am really, really close to simply throwing in the towel. Not to mention the ridiculous site politics... into which I will not even get.

I'm sick of members who join, then prove that they lack all creativity and wander off.

And I myself need a vacation from one of my sites. I'm very ill, I need a break. It's been nearly five months, and historical RP is just getting to be a little tedious.

I'm sure this will wear off in a few days, but for now, I'm delirious, coughing up my lungs, and in a horribly cynical mood. I don't want to see any of my friends, because I feel disgusting while I'm sick. Sick people smell. Sick people cough on you. Sick people look yellowish, pale, and vile.

Ew.

Now I don't want to share a room with myself.

I'd also like it if there were more than, oh, four sites, total, that I find worth joining. Every other site either closes in two weeks, has ridiculous planned-out subplots in tiny fonts, set playbys and plot pages, or huge numbers of ridiculous Mary Sues and writers with no conception of realistic characterization. I know I've got high standards, but they're honestly not that ridiculous. There are a few sites I don't mind, and as long as there are a few members I like, I'm fine; I don't care if not everyone is amazing. I just want some common sense, none of that stupid crap elitism, and real quality. Not too much. Just enough.

You know, I think I'll feel better when I'm no longer delirious. I need a good book to read.

Ugh.

I also hate how stupid and dim I get when I'm sick. It's horrible.